“You’re going places,” my poppy proudly said as he presented me with the luggage. I had just earned a bachelor’s degree in communications with an emphasis in print journalism, and his statement warmed my heart and boosted my spirit for all the future’s possibilities.
Two years later, the suitcase made it all the way to Kilimanjaro International Airport in Tanzania, East Africa. After six take-offs and six landings, it was a miracle the luggage made there at all. Still intact (minus missing sunglasses and a Ziploc baggie of Kudos bars) and positioned to be wheeled out, it was probably just as ready as I was to finally reach our destination.
It was January 2007, and I spent the next three weeks as a voluntourist, teaching English as a second language to girls ages 14 to 19 at a vocational training school in Nkoaranga, about 20 kilometers east of the city of Arusha. In my free time, which included afternoons, evenings and weekends, I engaged in cultural exchange with local Tanzanians and visited several villages and well-known destinations, such as Lake Manyara, Ngorogoro Crater, Serengeti National Park, and the United Nations Headquarters in Arusha, home to the International Criminal Tribunal for Rwanda.
Today, I could talk for days about my volunteer vacation, but that wasn’t always the case. In fact, it took me almost a year after the trip to be able to openly share about my experiences without tearing up or having to collect myself. Looking back, I now realize that I was initially so emotional because I had changed in Tanzania. Any experience can influence change in a person, but to have a heart and soul reshaped and refocused takes time, and that is what I believed happened to me throughout the first 12 months after my return. I was processing. I was unknowingly being prepared for a new life path.
In 2009, in a discussion on what fate my future might hold, my boyfriend described Tanzania as one of the great loves of my life.
I was speechless.
He was right.
He was right.
Now, three and a half years after first landing on African soil, I am packing my bags to return to the great nation and great people of Tanzania. I’m excited and I’m nervous, but I’m going with faith. And my green suitcase.
L